please speak to me, in frequencies, that only I can understand
and I’ll too touch you, in color, with not words, but with my hands.

The shivers in my bones ensure my heart is always beating
Like platoons of steel horse drums, I’m always me– never forgetting.
And when the tucks of bed do find me each to every night till morning
I can feel safe inside myself, in times when love has not yet found me.

torturous femme

locks and locks of chains have come to claim me in their haze.
when sifting through the rubble i found shudders of my name.
when lying in the gutters, I felt victim to my veins,
as i poured my life to grain --she just ate me...

all the same.

A place for time and space sits inside, sits inside…
Creeping towards new face, I came alive, I came alive…
Sitting ‘mongst the waves, we here tonight, here tonight…
Fragments of our names, drowned in light, drowned in light.

initiation with the now

in synch with these drum beats that had been buried there for sleeps. i then married to a moment, a moment made to reap. it woke up inside me, finally, we at peace.
i pushed it out through heart race, i so gave it out my leaks.

eyes are wide and always seeing
through the vast, my heart goes grieving
to cast off oceans, in whom to slave me
and cut from my throat, the words to just be.

The sun peaks, from behind my sheets,
another world comes again each day.

I don’t know much, from the time I fell down,
Yet, why do I feel so drained?